Happy August!

HAPPY AUGUST MY LOVES!

Today should really be an outfit of the day post, I've really been slacking with those but I just don't have the time lately to get someone to take a couple of photos for me. Busy busy. Hey ho, I shall treat you to a end of the month catch up instead.

So July has got to be one of my favourite months of the year so far. At the beginning of the year I was a little skeptical thinking "ouww 2013, got to be bad luck", but so far (touch wood) everything has been getting better each day.

I've had an amazing year so far, I'm yet to go on holiday and I already feel so relaxed and happy. Hey, I think this whole happiness comes from within thing I've been rambling on about for months is actually working. I'm at the happiest stage of my life. I think it all comes down to the people you surround yourself with. If you're with people who hate their  life, of course it's going to bring a downer on your own happiness. For far too long I've been the person trying to sort everyone out, fixing their problems, being there for them, when intact I had my own problems to deal with, them. So cutting these people out has left me with a stress free life. Only thing I stress about these days are what to wear today. What a middle class problem. Thankfully my parents have worked hard to give me a wonderful upbringing and I can't thank them enough for everything they've done for me.

A few months ago I was spending time with people who were bringing me down, making me feel insecure about myself although I've never been the most confident person they seemed to knock whatever confidence I did have right out of me. But now, the beginning of August 2013, I'm sitting next to the river on my last day of my internship soaking in the sun and relishing on how happy I am.

How can you not be happy in this weather. Obviously there are those people going through bad things, emotionally, physically, and these are the things you can't really help, but I can't help the way I feel. I'm so happy. Everything is better than I could have ever imagined it to be, yet not much has changed.

It's strange how we never notice the change in ourselves. It all happens so gradually, a small choice here and a decision there, then you look back six months down the line, a year later you're a completely different person, and I feel i've changed for the better. I'm selfish yet so caring at the same time. My happiness is just as important as the people I've always tried to help.

Anyways. I'm sorry if you're in a bad mood and you're reading this but I can't contain myself. I want things to stay like this forever, I'm so overwhelmed with happiness sometimes it makes me want to cry, and I haven't even got a job or a boyfriend. Haha. Who needs a boyfriend anyways. I've always said if you rely on someone for your happiness then when that person leaves you're going to be unhappy again. Just be happy with yourself. I see so many people on twitter and Facebook posting really depressing things and I just think no one really cares, then again no one really cares about those who always state how happy and amazing their life is. If you're so happy let your smile show the world not your status. Haha how can I say that after a post about how happy I am...

So, be free, laugh everyday and most importunely be HAPPY.

P.s this post will probably get me into a lot of trouble/ jinx my happiness.

Lots of Love

Tee

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